22 May 33 Faith Marie – Antidote by Joany Gulgowski Articles Previous: രാവിലെ പ്രാര്ത്ഥന May 18 # Athiravile Prarthana 18th May 2019 Morning Prayer & Songs Next: Travis Scott – STOP TRYING TO BE GOD (Official Music Video) Related posts About The Author Joany Gulgowski 33 Comments kr7kr says: May 22, 2019 at 1:49 pm So many female vocalists with the exact same vocal. It like there’s a factory pumping out rubber cutie sex dolls with the same sound module installed. Reply Hope Rendall says: May 22, 2019 at 1:49 pm Edit: 0:00 – 2:50 Reply ShellCyan says: May 22, 2019 at 1:49 pm Depends whose voices they are…I'd recommend psychic protection, psychic boundaries…Positive affirmations help undo a negative voice and affsAlso could be telepathic/empathic…It really depends what those voices are and who they are from… This isn't something that has to be feared, especially when a person takes responsibility over themselves as if it is their own friend or child. You seek solutions to the problem and protect the self and provide help. This is what self care is on a deeper scale besides some people's idea of self love and self care being on a shallow level on only their looks. The inside has to be taken care of too. Reply karsii wulann says: May 22, 2019 at 1:49 pm all I ever thought waswas a mistake . Reply Isabella Chan says: May 22, 2019 at 1:49 pm Music such as this has kept me alive for so long. Faith Marie your music is amazing, thanks for helping me feel again. These days I'm so empty and numb that I can't cry anymore. Thank you so so so so much. Reply Rylee Swirl says: May 22, 2019 at 1:49 pm Thank you for making this song. I can’t tell you how much I can relate to this song and your voice so beautiful that it brought me to tears. Thank you so much. Reply Andrew Watson says: May 22, 2019 at 1:49 pm I love the message you spread with this beautiful song describing fear, sadness, and depression. Thank you for making this song and sharing it with the people. Courage comes from the heart and your heart is huge. I can see it in your eyes… Reply Autumn River Hysell says: May 22, 2019 at 1:49 pm music :onworld :off Reply Noelle Baird says: May 22, 2019 at 1:49 pm The music by itself sounds like these two different songs that are on the tip of my tongue, it sounds soooo familiar I just can't place it. Either way in sobbing right now, so that's great Reply Captain Levi says: May 22, 2019 at 1:49 pm "How do you run from your own mind?"💔 Reply Geek Otaku says: May 22, 2019 at 1:49 pm I relate to this too much I want to be okI want to tell peopleI want to be happyI want to stop the scarsMy head is slowly killing me...I want to be myself againI want an antidote Reply Rebecca Dunn says: May 22, 2019 at 1:49 pm It's funny really. I am a really anxious person and can feel really depressed so easily. But the thing it, this is silent and everyone thinks I am OK. Mainly because I am always laughing and smiling and such an impulsive person when it comes to socialising. By that I mean any conversation I am in I struggle to control what I say or how I act yay autism and adhd 101 XD but it really realy frustrates me because I hate it. I am obsessed with being accepted and not being lonly. Like most people I grew up isolated and aloan with nobody at school or at home to talk to. You would think having 8 siblings would be realy good company but honestly it is so lonly. You have no place to go to when you need sielence and when you try to explain, something there is always someone listening. Not even mentioning how often you are compared to the others. No I cannot have bad social anxiety cos my sister has it worse than me. I cannot be upset because if is a fuss and my mum cannot be dealing with it at that time.Well as someone so obsessed with not letting people down and being seen as good as I can, I do everything to hold back. I won't cry because it is a pain to my mum or because I share a room with my little sister and I am not putting the burden of sad emotions on her. Bless she is only 7. The oldest in the house but I will try my best to help all though they see me as weird for liking anime and performing arts. Heck I had to be happy when my nan died and be the one holding everyone together forcing the emotions in and lot letting anyone know. Even my autistic meltdowns are based around my sevear fear of trying to be perfect. I don't throw things or shout or anything like that. Nope I just burst into hysterical laughter where I cannot control how I act and want to stop being so stupid in front of people but cannot. But I have to be happy and posative so I hold that, massive smile.I hate the summer and feel so isolated because everyone is outside but I like spending time inside but then feel selfish and greedy for being lonly when I am doing it to myself. I honestly don't know how to respond when scolded or how to stand up for myself or how to say how I fe and explain it. I cannot be too bad because I am cheerful so much of the time… At least I act Chereful most of the time. I am truly a lonly person who wants to be accepted and fit in. I feel anxiety allot of the time yet manage to push it down like everything else and try to distract myself. How do I manage to stop oanaking in front of others I don't know but when aloan I do suffer panic attacks. Shurly it is not that bad though if I can control it in front of others. I even get the odd suicidal thought pop into my head which makes me feel numb and can feel this way in front of others without them ever even knowing. I struggle everyday and constantly battle but because I always smile and have such high energy levels nobody belives me."how do you have so much energy on a Monday morning?" things like this are common for me. I have the energy levels of a 4 year old or puppy dog so many people don't se me as a mature 16 year old and patrinise me for my childish behaviour. I see it as compulsive though not being able to control it and get worn out by it. That's why I love sweets. Quick energy boost when I use all mine up. This is the reason I prefer being aloan in my room. I can think and be levle headed without getting overexcited. I can think and be calm. Though i am not able to distract myself from my sad thoughts when I am aloan. I always battled with this is realy do struggle. I was never able to express how I felt in words at all until I came across your videos. The first one being toxic thoughts, I related so much on trying so hard to be perfect until if you are slightly off you get noticed for it with expectations being so high it is, hard to stop. Then nvm with just pushing everything aside and it not being seen as serious enough. Little girl, fit in and don't share your emotions.I can express myself through your music and the clever wording is just the perfect way of sharing it. If I were to ever try and explain how I feel but feel unable to. I could just turn on your music and let that explain everything for me. Yet also knowing that your words within the songs I can relate too also helps me realise I am not aloan and there are thousands upon thousands of people suffering the same battle. Thank you Faith because just as your name says. You give me faith! ❤️ Reply Cuppy Cake says: May 22, 2019 at 1:49 pm Thank you. Reply Anything Extra says: May 22, 2019 at 1:49 pm this shit is sad af Reply Sabrina Estes says: May 22, 2019 at 1:49 pm I love her singing so much I always have and I always will Reply d ë p r ë s s í ø n says: May 22, 2019 at 1:49 pm I'm sorry I've destroyed you all. I just wanted friends. It's okay. I'm fine. I didn't need friends anyway. 💔 Reply Kiley Henderson says: May 22, 2019 at 1:49 pm what a great song Reply vrg kard says: May 22, 2019 at 1:49 pm First few notes silent hill Reply vrg kard says: May 22, 2019 at 1:49 pm I hurt without your words but with your words i know i dont hurt alone keep singing so we can keep feeling like we just might be ok. Funny thing i work in a hospital i talk and help people every single day by just talking listening then i clock out and resume my self inflicted pain the isolation of my mind drives me insane. It hurts and im trying to stay strong if it wasent for my son i woukd have new scars on my arms or worst. Even with him in my life and music like yours i struggle. Reply vrg kard says: May 22, 2019 at 1:49 pm I hurt without your words but with your words i know i dont hurt alone keep singing so we can keep feeling like we just might be ok. Funny thing i work in a hospital i talk and help people every single day by just talking listening then i clock out and resume my self inflicted pain the isolation of my mind drives me insane. It hurts and im trying to stay strong if it wasent for my son i woukd have new scars on my arms or worst. Even with him in my life and music like yours i struggle. Reply Ryan Reed says: May 22, 2019 at 1:49 pm I came across this while doing some soul searching. For the past year I've been in active addiction after falling from 15yrs and now have 17 days sober. This song totally hit me in the feelers. Reply Taylor Vlogs says: May 22, 2019 at 1:49 pm Woaaaaah how have i only just heard about Faith???? What is this madness she is absolutely amazing! Started with the Drown cover and omg! Hit me on the feels cos she understands the song and took a hard song to cover and did it perfectly. Her music is so relatable and brilliant. Think I'm in love omg your perfect. Reply Bob Combs says: May 22, 2019 at 1:49 pm Incredible voice and emotion Faith!!!😍😍😍 I'll listen to more, thank you. Reply happy chan says: May 22, 2019 at 1:49 pm Lol when you got the flu and it gives you a headache great song btw Reply Lemuel Sheffield says: May 22, 2019 at 1:49 pm How did I just find this song? It is literally the soundtrack to my mind's fuckery for the past decade Reply Megan Daymon says: May 22, 2019 at 1:49 pm Every time I hear this song I feel the pain and can't help but Wonder if this song is about multiple personality disorder? it runs strongly in my family and is truly one of the most terrifying things I fear I may one day battle. It hard enough to see and help those with it. I can only imagine how hard it truly is. I hate how judgmental people are of it and find myself particularly protective of those with it. Reply níghtcσrє wσlfíє says: May 22, 2019 at 1:49 pm I've found the anitidote but I seem to still lose. Reply Lisa Waller says: May 22, 2019 at 1:49 pm Awesome song…. really hits a chord. Reply Nycto Shade says: May 22, 2019 at 1:49 pm I had never heard this artist before today, and my wife and I were already planning on naming our first child Faith Marie if we have a daughter. If our daughter turns out to be this talented (which I have no doubt she will) then her name will already live up to the hype. Beautifully done, Faith. Reply Stephanie Niche says: May 22, 2019 at 1:49 pm She puts so much expression to the performance! Very beautiful and brave Reply Sara Scarlett says: May 22, 2019 at 1:49 pm Your voice is my antidote. Reply יאשיהו צ'רלס טאטל says: May 22, 2019 at 1:49 pm 🇺🇸💒🌎🌍🌏🌞🌗✨ Reply Boo Hendricksen says: May 22, 2019 at 1:49 pm This song is 100% me and it hurts… Reply Leave a Reply Cancel reply Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *Comment Name * Email * Website Save my name, email, and website in this browser for the next time I comment.